Un GODly...

(Dont worry about me, God and I have a set of rules we play by and this doesn't violate them)

Been pondering on this in my alone time, and avoiding my views to surface completely in public for lack of insight..then I came across something i wrote from the bottom of my heart and now its as clear as mud...


UNGODLY!!
Can't believe there can be a Supreme body out there that has a conscience which wants us to be afraid, which want us to praise it, and this is what i ask
why hasn't "God" made perfect people? wouldn't be much fun then would we,
so its all for HIS fun that we are here? for the first time I think I am, if at all HE exists, I really am afraid of HIM and I don't like the feeling, I'd much rather he doesn't exist for I think he actually doesn't otherwise what he is doing is kind of weird and unGODly if you may, but then again what do I know...